Chrisreceiveshistestresultsandishorrifiedattheideaofrevealingtheoutcomehimself.HewantsJontobebyhissidewhenheopenstheletter.Atitscore, ChrisdesperatelywantsJonathan'scomfortandsupportinthisdifficultsituation, butthatmeansconfessinghismostunforgivingmistaketoJon.